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Just where I was heading was farther from my head than feet: all I knew was that I was gone. Although I've never had a home, there was still a part of me that felt desolate. Like I was missing something, feeling homesick already and an hour hadn't even passed yet. I hadn't even noticed it earlier but the knot my manager had left in my belly was long gone now: an eerie, light feeling replaced it. Like all was right with the world...or I'd just shot up with enough heroin to put me in the hospital. Not that I'd know anything of that, of course. Its a weird feeling but I wasn't going to shun it: 's a good contrast to the looming clouds that had been over my head for so long.
As though the consequences of my decision hadn't fully sunk in yet, I pissed away $1.63 at a gas station for a bottle of OJ. Only after the container was empty and gone did I realize how stupid I'd been. About an hour in, I got the great idea to swing by a friend's place. Once upon a time we had briefly talked about th
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“I need to see you in the office.” normally my manager tacked on whether or not the chosen person was in trouble. The fact he neglected this should have been cause for alarm. “What do you want?” “Sign this. I'm ending your season." being that I work in a tourist trap, this is a basic way to lay someone off in the winter when business dies down.. I didn't know if this was one of his jokes or not: he's rather fond of 'firing' people for a laugh. “Ending my what? Firing me?” “No. Ending your season. This way you can't get unemployment.” At a loss for words, I scratched down my name and left without uttering another word.
Numb and feeling about to vomit, I sat on my bed and zoned out. At the same time, my head was both whirling with thoughts and a void; little of the thoughts whirling by made a damn bit of sense. But it was fine: my decision had been made years ago by my mother. When times got hard, she ran. I've always felt the same but somethi
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Favourite genre of music: Lounge
Favourite style of art: Hyperrealism
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first day on i looked at it before, got some good wallpapers and images from here. i subscribed, too. but payed with paypal so itll take a while for it to activate. pfft. i wanted to do searches and stuff. have to have an account to do that. i uploaded the photographs from my website, i dunno whether or not to move the drawn pics here. perhaps the best...some to scraps. i like this much better than VCL because of the message center. the artists are more closely related. its more of a community. i mean, i started uploading this afternoon and already have 6 comments and 4 have put my pics in their favourites. pretty cool, eh? and i returned to yiffnet, although its furnet now...


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Chabaud Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2009
Thanks for the fave.:dance: I never expected my picture of a little jumping spider to get any favorites.:D
Zombienerd Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2009
graf linked me to it; its a great picture. i love the focusing on it and that spider is just plain adorable <3
Chabaud Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009
Thanks again.^^ If I ever take more pictures like this I'll be sure to note you, or I'll have graf tell you about it.
Grafsburg Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2009
Hey there! Thanks for the avatar. And coloring Ed for me, of course.
slimeyy Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
hi random deviant :D
lol'd at your journal entry from 4 years ago haha. ;)
Keith-Killer Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2005
Thanks for the watch.
bipeds Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2005  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hey, u got a great talent that make me feel so jealous. :P
so then i have to watch u.
TopazWolf Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2005  Hobbyist Photographer
Booo :) *Jeanie Hugs*
Zombienerd Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2005
Hiya, honey! Thanks for stopping by. I'm debating moving my stuff from VCL over here...dunno yet. Most is a bit...tastless...hehe. :D
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